LOVE OF MY LIFE 🤭👉🏻👈🏻

                            JAZZ(B LSV) 

                                           &

                           ZULAIKHA (6LSV

I had a lot of unhealthy relationships when I was younger. I wanted to find love so bad, but all I kept finding were losers; attractive losers, but losers nonetheless. I figured that I would be able to change them. Of course, that never worked. I had one heartbreak after another as I either realized that it wasn't going to work out or they did.

You may be wondering if there was something wrong with me that my relationships didn't work out. There was!

I was attracted to jerks - even though I didn't like the way they treated people - and so I always dated guys who were obviously very selfish. They would steal from me, stay out all night without calling me, and do other things with no consideration for my thoughts, feelings, or needs. No wonder my relationships sucked so bad! Well, that is until I stumbled upon this one guy , Alex Volkov.

Alex and I made our first encounter during my last semester of degree when  he brought my wallet that I left at a nearby cafe but sadly enough, I can't thank him properly because he was in a great rush at the time 

Three months after finishing my degree, I finally achieved my dream to become the new IT manager at one of Malaysia's major companies, 'Mega Holding Company' that is known for its spectacular decorations, systems, employees and reputation.

However, Alex hasn't left my mind ever since and I have to admit that he was attractive with his brown eyes that glistened in the sun, intelligence shown through his speech, flat stomach, and his shortness almost identical to mine. Still, It's not like I'm interested in him. I'm just thankful for the good deed he has done or at least that is what I thought. 

It was a random sunny morning when I was about to make a payment for my parking lot and to my surprise, the man that was in charge was him! 

Gasping, I exclaimed, "It's you!" He remained calm and replied, "Well pleased to meet you again Ms..? I realized he was probably the calmest person I had ever met. 

"It's Mary" I corrected him and proceeded to ask "and yours?" 

"Alex. Alex Volkov" he responded, " . Since then, we've been seeing each other quite often. I thanked him for returning my wallet and eventually after a few hangouts, we found out that we both have a lot in common. We shared a lot of things ranging from past childhood lives to revelling adolescence, from studies to hobbies, from our favourite music to movies and even politics for few minutes! 

Two days forward, it was our fourth time hanging out together and we decided to go for a walk and grab our lunch when he breaks the silence to confess to me about his feelings. 'Expect the unexpected' they say. 

After reflecting on his confession to me, I have decided to give him a chance to prove himself as the best man in my life. After being self-centered, I believe it is the right time to discuss love. We have entered a stage of deep understanding and affection for each other. One day, I introduced him to my parents and they were shocked. They requested that he introduce himself to them. He agreed without any hesitation. The conversation between them went smoothly and I am grateful that my parents accepted him, despite his less prestigious job. To seize the opportunity, we have decided to get married this month! I am excited about it.

After a week of being husband and wife, we went to Cameron Highlands for our honeymoon. We only stayed there for four days and three nights to save money. I am grateful that he always takes care of my needs before his own. 

Year after year, I believe that all married couples will face the same challenges. Just like us, we constantly argue at every opportunity we get. Neither of us wants to lose, so we always fight, and sometimes things escalate. The reason for our arguments is our unstable finances, ever since I resigned from my job. We are going through a crisis in finding money. I have started to regret becoming a wife. One day, I experienced intense pain in my stomach. I had no idea what the cause was, so my husband and I went to the hospital, even though we were both in a stubborn and prideful mood. Unfortunately, I was shocked to hear the news from the doctor. He simply said, "I'm sorry, Mrs. Mary and Mr. Alex, but we couldn't save your baby." Upon hearing this news, both of us looked at each other, and I started to burst into tears while touching my stomach, blaming myself for not taking better care of our baby. I felt disappointed in myself. Alex looked at me and comforted me by saying, "Mary, it's not your fault," his eyes red and filled with tears. 

After 3 months, I am still struggling as a wife, feeling in denial about the fact that my baby has already left me. It hurts me deeply inside. Day by day, I sink into depression. However, after receiving treatment from Dr. Wina, who has been so kind in helping me reduce my stress, and with the support of the people around me, I am gradually overcoming this problem. Dr. Wina advised us on how to build a strong relationship, emphasizing the importance of open communication and avoiding unnecessary fights. We have been trying our best to avoid arguments since both of us are going through a difficult time. After giving ourselves some space, we decided to have calm conversations and face our problems together. I am grateful that we were able to overcome them. Suddenly, Alex came up with the idea of adopting two children from "SERI PERMATA" - two boys named Eydan Evan and Eykhal Jaden. 

Eydan Evan

Eykhal Jaden